Give Your Heart a Break

1st day of December 2012..

I guess it is enough for me..

I guess the nature it self wants me to take a rest..

I guess the time also wants me to enjoy my own self while I'm still young..

I guess its time for me to stop pretending that everythings would be alright with a "boyfriend"..

Sigh..

I guess its time for me to..

To..

Live my own life..

In my own way..

In my own rules..

Looking forward for my future..

For my dreams..

Question to myself:

Single?

Hmm~..

It does not mean I will be alone or lonely..

How about your christmas? All your plans for december? New year???

Hmmm~..

I can spend my time with friends and families for christmas..

For new year, I can spend time for my self..

Does it sounds so sad?

Well~.. It depends on how you see it.. If I want a quality time for my self than.. it's worth enough..

Voices in my heart:

Stop pretending to be alright..

Stop pretending to be fine..

Stop pretending you are okay..

If you need to cry then just cry..

Cry out loud..

Yes its true crying does not solve everything.. But it able to make youfeel so much better.. Able to ease your pain.. Your heartache..

You are just a girl.. Nothing is wrong if you are crying.. If someone judge you childish bcause you are crying.. Just remember.. They do not know your problems!

Just..

Please..

Give your heart a break..

You still have a long way to go..

Just..

Take a break..

To breathe..

Trust me..

Listen to your heart..